August 2010
8 posts
“if you want to find me, ill be out looking for my passions.”
Aug 21st
yes, ive made mistakes.
yes, ive made mistakes.  a lot more than anyone will ever know and more than anyone can ever imagine.  but everyone makes mistakes, some deny their at fault for anything…never taking the blame…but denying a mistake doesnt make it untrue.  But when the person owns up to the mistake right then and there…taking every responsibility. a mistake of just growing up and being...
Aug 20th
“And at the end of the day, you either focus on what’s tearing you apart or...”
Aug 20th
anything
anything is what i would give for just a phone call. a phone call to just explain.  explain why its this way.  why it just ended, maybe just for closure so i can at least get a reason…now im left wondering why, constantly.  ideas and situations constantly going through my mind nonstop.  i miss you, or maybe just the hope of you, because now its just gone.  even that little glimpse of light...
Aug 15th
inner turmoil fights inner strength
   I forever feel pressure.  Pressure to act a certain way to people to not offend them, pressure to lose weight and have a flat stomach.  Pressure to keep it all together.  Pressure to not dissapoint my parents.  Pressure to be the best i can be, because i know how far i can go…just the pressure it takes to get there has it’s full gravity on me.    I am constantly digging for inner...
Aug 12th
its when you know
There is always a moment where you just KNOW.  Where everything just clicks.  Its when you realize the differences you have compared to those who surround you.  The moment where you realize you want different things and things are just going to keep changing.  In that moment its clear that embracing the differences and facing the changes in the choices you now see necessary in the face, face the...
Aug 3rd
“As you slide down the banisters of life may the splinters never point the wrong...”
Aug 1st
anything
i say is never good enough, the thoughts i write can never get as close to the inspirational value to the thoughts i have in my mind. oh how i wish i could put my mind on paper.
Aug 1st